@Mizu well… the thing is, a couple of guys showed signs that the actually care that I'm drawing in this community. If I did so less, I think it would bother them less too, & I'm really self conscious about it. I love drawing, I just don't want to bother people with what I like to do, it's kinda a thing of mine. It's mostly because other people aren't doing the same thing that I'm nervous about it